nonsense

[说了不在这发nonsense的但还是要发]
[may be deleted someday]
Like, man, I don't even wanna talk about what a fucking loser I am.
What a fucking semester, man. What a fucking waste of time.
The fact that I don't even know what I am capable of now is shittyly terrifying.
I am always the one standing there, trash talking everyone, judging everyone. I enjoy trash talk so much that I forgot who I am.
When you've been a loser for a long time you kinda don't know if you can ever succeed again.
And the fact that I don't talk to anyone about it. cuz I can't. I am too ashamed of it. If I told anyone about what a fucking semester I have I think everyone would shit itself.
I am lying to your friends and your family man(or sort of lying, covering facts or telling part of the truth, whatever), I mean, I don't even think I've hit this low man.
oh did i ever tell you it gets better is bullshit? cuz it won't. unless you work hard for it. period.
Your life wouldn't magically get better. everyone should work hard, bitch.

Intro

总之还是开博客了，不再用日渐式微的各种国内网站了。老实讲这是第一个正式的博客，因为没生活在博客流行的时代，所以一直都只在用微博/轻博客。虽然这里墙内看不到，但是whatever，想看的人自然可以看到，我想让看到的人我会追着把链接发过去（喂）。个人介绍也不用写啦，我是从不写个人简介的人lol

标题来自这首歌，法语课学的Quelqu'un m'a dit，曾是《和沙漠的五百天》的插曲（虽然我完全不记得段落），看到这种歌就很想学吉他呀。

社交网络神隐者就是每个站子名字都要起一个新的，真是费劲的事儿。
开的原因是希望能够在碎片化的网络社交里重拾/培养自己写长文的能力吧，同时这里大概不会放作为伪文青的无病呻吟，希望放一些真正有用的东西，当然估计还是禁不住犯病所以大概还是会有以后会被视作黑历史的玩意儿出现吧。。。（well, 10 years later if I look back it would still be crap, so whatever）其他的社交网络也还用，但是用处各有不同就是了（论：社交网络的多重人格）。
下步计划：Toussaint北法游记，比利时两日暴走游记
P.S: I just learned today that Daft Punk is a french band! How awesome is that?!【喂明明是你自己一直以为人家是德国的