2014年2月2日星期日

nonsense

[说了不在这发nonsense的但还是要发]
[may be deleted someday]
Like, man, I don't even wanna talk about what a fucking loser I am.
What a fucking semester, man. What a fucking waste of time.
The fact that I don't even know what I am capable of now is shittyly terrifying.
I am always the one standing there, trash talking everyone, judging everyone. I enjoy trash talk so much that I forgot who I am.
When you've been a loser for a long time you kinda don't know if you can ever succeed again.
And the fact that I don't talk to anyone about it. cuz I can't. I am too ashamed of it. If I told anyone about what a fucking semester I have I think everyone would shit itself.
I am lying to your friends and your family man(or sort of lying, covering facts or telling part of the truth, whatever), I mean, I don't even think I've hit this low man.
oh did i ever tell you it gets better is bullshit? cuz it won't. unless you work hard for it. period.
Your life wouldn't magically get better. everyone should work hard, bitch.

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